Today was a busy and depressing day!! i woke up around 12 pm... went to sleep really late last night!! well my day was going good... my sister came over and was helping my mom call her doctor and stuff.. then my nephew was so playful climbed onto a ice chest and he fell and landed on his arm and broke it so we had to take him to the ER.... and before that were gonna take my mom to the ER cuz she wasn't feeling well cuz she has cancer.... well back to my nephew... we ended up taking him to the hospital first and we were there for like almost 5 hrs.... well my sis was there like almost 5hrs... i had to come back home cuz i had to call 911 to come get my mom.. the nurse told it was better that we called 911 to come get her instead us taking her there cuz my mom was too weak to get up...!! but yeah they came and got my mom.... damn there were HEKKA FAST... not even 2 min there at my house already!!! but yeah... they took my mom to the same hospital that my nephew was at already....!! i just got home with my sis, but my mom is still at the hospital... my dad is with her... i'm about to go back to the hospital so my dad could come home and eat and shower...!! Gosh i'm having the worse day ever so much bad luck!! i'm glad my nephew is fine!! but my mom... its soo stressful... i went to check on my mom earlier when i was at the hospital and i just felt like breaking down and crying!! its so hard to see my mom in so much pain.... my mom lost soo much weight... she is soo tiny!! and she has her cancer growing outside her stomach.... which is really painful for her...!! i feel so bad that i haven't spent alot of time with her...!! from now on I'm just gonna stay home and spend as much time with my mom as much as i can!!! The thought of losing my mom... i wouldn't even know what to do!! all i can do is pray for her and help her in any way i can!!! anyways... thats all for now!
To Be Continue...
7:13 PM
THURSDAY...
Hello peoples... wow i haven't undated my blog in forever!! haha!! hmm well... my day was good!! went to work which was boring.... then came home and clean my room up a little... all i have left is laundry... hehe!! then I got ready to go to barcode( a club)... which i just got from!! it was okay!! I went with 3 of my friends and was suppose to meet up with some other friends there, but they came heka late... that we bearly got to dance and hang together!!!but damn the club was heka packed tonight!!a bunch of asians!! lol!! all in all I had a good time!! then my friends wanted to go to dennys and eat, but I didn't want to cuz I don't want to spend anymore money and plus I have food at home... gotta save big time!! no more shopping for me... gotta get me a car ASAP!! lol!!anyways... thats all I did today!! until next time.... bye!!!
And BTW i just got a new hair cut on Tuesday...!! here is a pix!!
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2:34 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Got from Angela's blog::
How much of your teenage life have you messed up ? [ ] gotten detention [ ] gotten your phone taken away in class [ ] gotten suspended [X] gotten caught chewing gum [ ] gotten caught cheating on a test TOTAL : 1 [X] arrived late to class more than 5 times [X] didn't do homework for more than 5 times [X] turned at least 3 projects late [X] missed school because you felt like it [ ] laughed so loud that you got kicked out of class TOTAL : 4 [ ] got you mum/dad etc. to get you out of school [X] texted people during class [X] passed notes [X] threw stuff across the room [X] laughed at the teacher TOTAL : 4 [ ] Pulled down the fire alarm [X] went on myspace , facebook xanga etc. on the computer at school [X] took pictures during school hours [X] listened to an ipod , CD during class TOTAL : 3 [ ] threw something at the teacher [X] went outside the classroom without permission [X] broke the dress code [X] failed a test [X] ate food in class TOTAL : 4 [X] Gotten a call from school [ ] couldn't go on a field trip because you behaved badly [X] didn't take your stuff to school [ ] gotten detention and didn't go [X] stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking [ ] cursed in class loud enough so the teacher could hear TOTAL : 3 [X ] faked your parent's signature [x] slept in class [ ] cursed a teacher in their face [x] copied homework TOTAL : 3 ALL TOTAL : 22/ 35
2:15 AM
Monday, May 25, 2009
OMG I didn't know Wilber Pan and Akon did a song together... I freaken love akon's songs!! and wilber pan is also a good artist and he's cute too!! haha!! well my friend told me about them making song together like a couple of days ago... and i forgot about it... remembered it today when i was looking around youtube and found the MV!! hehe!! can't wait to get the song!! well heres the mv... enjoy!!
3:07 AM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
A new song by Elliott Yamin!! Really Love his new song!! I love the lyrics in this song!!
1:07 AM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Kate Voegele- Lift me up Lyrics
This road is anything but simple Twisted like a riddle I've seen high and I've seen low So loud, the voices of all my doubts Telling me to give up, to pack up and leave town
Even so, I had to believe Impossible means nothing to me, yeah
So can you lift me up, Turn the ashes into flames ‘Cause I have overcome More than words will ever say And I've been given hope That there's a light on up the hall And that a day will come When the fight is won And I think that day has just begun
Somewhere, every body starts there I'm counting on a small prayer, Lost in a nightmare But I'm here, and suddenly it's so clear The struggle through the long years It taught me to outrun my fears
Everything worth having, oh Comes with trials worth withstanding
So can you lift me up, Turn the ashes into flames ‘Cause I have overcome More than words will ever say And I've been given hope That there's a light on up the hall And that a day will come When the fight is won And I think that day has just begun
Oh, lift me up Oh, lift me up Oh, lift me up Lift me up Lift me up Oh, Lift me up
Down and out is overrated And I need to be elevated Looking up is not enough No, I would rather rise above
So can you lift me up, Turn the ashes into flames ‘Cause I have overcome More than words will ever say And I've been given hope That there's a light on up the hall And that a day will come When the fight is won And I think that day has just begun
Oh, oh, oh, just begun Lift me up, yeah, oh, oh, oh, yeah, now Oh, oh, lift me up Lift me up Lift me up
9:13 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
I'm sooooo tired today!! worked all week!! finally got tomorrow off!! now i can rest!! yay!!! hehe!! well today was boring!! just worked!! didnt get anything for my mom cause i dont know what to get her!! maybe something later when i get paid!! hehe!! well im so tired right now imma take my nap!!
